SUCK IT 2015

Kiss my ass 2015.

How I felt almost 365 full days.

How I felt almost 365 full days.

You know those years that seem to fly by, where you find yourself in disbelief that it’s time to ring in a new one? Well, 2015 wasn’t one of those for me. It felt that every 24 hours might as well be a 24 year period. Of course there were good days – and even weeks. But bad juju was most definitely in my corner at almost every turn.

Everything I touched turned to shit.

Everything I touched turned to shit.

It wasn’t any one thing but a slow build up of moments and major life losses that can’t be undone. My immediate family has been turned upside down, as I’ve stood by as a mere spectator with no ability to change the outcome.  I lost a few friends early this year for unexplained reasons (a lawsuit was even threatened…and I’m not even on any Real Housewife of Bravo program!) my Gma passed away from a quick illness in June, I suddenly lost my two year old pussy New Cat in July and the fur ball love of my life Ted fell seriously ill unexpectedly in August (and thankfully is on the mend after what a year of in state college tuition would cost – but he’s SO worth it, ya dig?).

Farewell to Gma.

Farewell to Gma the Great.

Farewell to my fave photogenic tuxedo cat, Newy.

Farewell to my fave photogenic tuxedo cat, Newy.

You know, the little shit who would never ever even let me take a piss alone.

Lavoratory Lovin'

Lavatory Lovin’

His Royal Highness, the ever dramatic Tedstar, who spent two weeks in a pet hospital ICU (mostly because he refused to eat and take a shit, therefore stalling his release back to the mini manse).

Pissed the vet didn't have a pink wrap.

Pissed the vet didn’t have a pink wrap.

In 2015 I also found myself being taken advantage of in personal ways – you know when you’re the emotional stability or constant support for someone and then they become ghosts when the favor is needed in return?

Ghost this.

Ghost this.

In my professional life, it’s been stunning to find out where I really stood with close friends and colleagues over the last six months. Two weeks ago I found myself divorcing the company I thought I would be with for the remainder of my working years.

Not a situation that bloody marys and Tylenol can't fix.

Not a situation that bloody Marys and Tylenol can’t fix.

Over the past three months, I’ve been called names…loving and thoughtful names such as “catty, scowly faced, bitchy” and my personal favorite, “a fucking whore,” all by folks I thought cared/liked/loved me.  (Truth –  I can be bitchy when a situation arises where that trait is needed.)

But you know…haters can suck it.

Or I'll cut a bitch.

Or I’ll cut a bitch.

I’ve arrived at a point (and thankfully it’s the last day of the year) where nothing could really surprise me and I am just over it. Therefore, I have been wearing my feelings on my phone sleeve.

Seriously.

Seems appropriate, yes?

But with a new year just hours away, I’m excited for the feeling of a fresh beginning in many areas of my life. And, while this year will go down in the books as one I never want to repeat, it’s shown me the resilience that life requires, the humor one must keep to be able to laugh at the most ridiculous of situations and thankfulness for those who truly love me for being me. Classiness and all.

Classy Lady

Love me, love my trashiness.

So to the family, friends, fellow bloggers, readers, acquaintances and co-workers who’ve been around this year – I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 2016, I’m ready for you full-bore.

Ready to raise some serious hell.

Ready to raise some serious hell.

Who’s with me?

CHEERS to the new year!

CBXB!

 

31 thoughts on “SUCK IT 2015

  1. […] Yay! A fresh start from a shitty 2015! […]

  2. […] was in dire straits for too long, wallowing in depths of despair while Tedstar and Presh were like two old fogies in a nursing […]

  3. curvyroads says:

    Yes to the New Year, humor and love to get you through!! Stay strong, girl 🙂

  4. Sorry I’m reading this late, hope you forgive me but Dad’s been in hospital since xmas. My Grandma used to have a saying “when people show you their true colours, believe them” but its such a shitty way to find out who your true friends are x

    • Agreed girl! And I’m sorry I didn’t know about your dad being in the hospital – I’ve been in a bad spot but slowly coming out and am back to being ‘social’ on the blogosphere again. 🙂 All of our love and purrs to your papa! XOXOXO

  5. […] be a good idea to get my thoughts on something other than an ongoing police case, the fact I have no employment, the furball love of my life Ted developed a serious heart condition within two weeks and wanted to […]

  6. […] I’ve still been on the hunt for a full-time gig, since losing my job right before […]

  7. SerachShiro says:

    I am with you !! Xxx – And yes you was appropriate with wearing your feelings on your phone sleeves ( Bitch just kidding and ect. …… )
    Things will go better in 2016 babe, I wish for you and how they say ; Don’t lose hope, (you never know what tomorrow will bring ) 🙂 !

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